Whateva..

Its gonna be almost two years now...still not sure whether I have got over it by now or not...

I'm just numb, and perhaps angry right now...

So many unanswered questions...so many unasked questions...

Eyes swelling with water...eyes all dried up forever...

Still believing...belief all gone, never to return again...

Knew that it was for real...don't know now whether it even existed...

Then-both knew but never spoke...Now-speaking, but neither knows...

Don't know what to say next...can't write anymore..

Bbye